Silence...

So, I'm really bad at fixing interpersonal things. I tend to watch them break, and never do anything other than think about ways to fix it and how much I really want it fixed. I'm a big chicken, and I don't fix things. Sad, isn't it? I've allowed some really good friendships to go cold because I'm too much of a chicken to call and say that I miss whoever.

Why is this? Why am I a big chicken? This is an honest question, because I have theories, but no real answer.